As time passes by, I have realized that 'change is rather the only constant thing'. As for me, growing up revolves around creating and achieving the goals set gradually. And after one point of time, there will be a long pause for self-reflection before continuing to the next chapter in life. Like the saying goes 'the happiest people are those who embrace the changes in life positively'. Often, things will never stay the way they are. Be it people, things and everything in the world except of course Allah The Almighty. I have to admit that I am not a good muslim yet although I hope and pray that i will be better from time to time. I sometimes hinder myself from talking about religious matter because I don't think I am competent for that. However, I thank Allah endlessly for all the gifts I am given with: my family, husband, friends, previous job, current doctorate and the life i have now.
Growing up equals to more responsibilities being put on your shoulders to carry. This applies to the responsibilities you bear at home, in the community, for your country and the world. As a grown up, we are expected to behave like one and being independent, confident and by having faith in ourselves would partly suffice to achieve our goals albeit the challenges that might come our way. I have just watched 'Tanda Putera' and the history itself could be a good teacher for the people to unite and love each other. I love Malaysia and the people indefinitely and I hope Malaysia will be peaceful forever although some of the issues that we have. Bak kata pepatah Melayu, 'Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, apa lagi negara yang berbilang kaum'. Okay, i modified the pepatah a bit :P It is good to have healthy arguments as it may generate fresh and new ideas for the country but we must never let the complacency of having the freedom of speech violate the harmony that our ancestrors had worked hard for.
In a nutshell, no one is perfect. Therefore, we have to learn to solve any issues with diplomacy and tactfully plan the things we want to say or do. Is it obvious that i am a 'green' person? I did a personality test in the previous company that i worked for and the results revealed that I am very 'green'. 'Green' signifies that the individuals of this colour are the 'peace keepers'. We avoid conflicts as we prefer to solve things in a more diplomatic way. But I also sense that the 'red' energy inside of me can be very dominant when triggered :P
okay goodnight! :)
There are some things that I want to remind myself to remember. Sometimes I find it a bit tiring to socialize especially in a big loud group or to get out from my comfort zone. But then I realized that the reason I feel tired socializing sometimes is because im not being true to myself. I should just reveal how I am and allow myself to react naturally without over analysing things. Then if I just be myself around people, I will enjoy. If people like me and vice versa, we will definitely have prolong meet ups and such. if not, it is just a way of expanding my social network. I know that it is of least possibility for me to hurt others 'if i don't do things that I don't like others to do to me'. Yup. I find people are unique and so far I don't think there's any body that I dislike. oh except those war leaders or anyone that supports war in this world. I hope the people in syria will have a better life ahead of them ;(
We went to Movie World, Goldcoast for the Fright Night-Halloween. Don't be fooled by my smiling expression picture as I was really being chased after by the 'ghost'. I ran when I saw it and it chased after me. I was really running so fast that I was sprinting. Then I learnt the trick. Just pretend like I was not scared at all and the ghost would not scare me. Phew.
It is spring in Brisbane now. The time when we can see beautiful Jacaranda blooming. The weather is getting hotter but the wind makes it cool. :) In UQ, the blooming Jacaranda signals the examination season. Time to study and burn the midnight oil. Hehe.
wuwuwu! exam starts in two weeks time and I still have loads to study! I really hope that I can finish at least the WACC today. ;(
Hey hey hey!~
Guess what! I kinda wasted my time and procrastinating my plan to do the financial analysis. *erm, still procrastinating?* gahh~
Anyway, i just figured out a magical sentence that can transform me into a geek in 5 minutes time. The magical spell is, jeng jeng jeng, "I love to do financial analysis for business plan. I really do".
I believe that the things we say will affect our attitude and behavior. Hihihihi! I'm gonna try that from now on. And I'm quite confident that I will finish up my financial analysis with love and care. Hopefully! Please don't sleep yet Saliza >_<
Uhuh.. Due to lack of sleep last nite, I became a walking zombie in uni today. I had a 3-hour seminar and a group meeting to attend. I remember being a cranky zombie :P hehehe. Anyway I'm going to finish the financial part of the business plan tonite as I have agroup meeting tomorrow. And it's due this Thursday. Gaahh. Wish me luck! oh ya, I didn't have the mood to post what I wore today. ;P Buh-bye Bloggie!
Although I'm doing doctorate in biotechnology, I have this indescribable passion for fashion. hihi. I think I want to pursue both in business one day. my favourite clothing style is comfortable, modest, elegant but yet chic. Im excited to post my daily attire in this blog. oh ya, I'm a big fan of cats too ;) nighty nites. it's almost 3am and I'm supposed to wake up at 5.30am to do my assignment. wish me luck! ;)